Smile and keep that on☺💙

Hey!! I really don’t know what to write what not but I’m here to read and learn this beautiful phenomenon of writing your thoughts out to the world.

What I feel is when you are out of thought of what to do and what not you can smile and write each and every thought doesn’t matter whether it is positive or negative, right or wrong, good or bad. Just write it down believe me it’ll surely bring some kinda solution to you. After this task you can go through your writings and mark out what is the problem and instead of worrying just start up to find a solution to it. As we know there’s no problem in this world which is bigger than human potential.

Smile often, this will help you calm down and focus more. And remember, never ever cry, this sadness will take you nowhere. You have many opportunities around to get happiness, just search for it. Learn lessons and be grateful for blessing.

Cheer up… Smile up… and enjoy your own journey!

She’s an old thinker 🙃

She’s an old thinker!

She loves differently.
She is a deep observer.

High premium and material matters are hardly her concern.
Free birds and natural shatters are definitely her discern.

She’s an old thinker!

Old since the beginning!

She is in touch with her intuitions.
She lives her own definition.
She understood peace as kind.
She misunderstood chaos as mean.
She learnt her lessons through her own sufferings.
She has been tired more than often but she isn’t a quitter.

She’s an old thinker!

Her type is intelectual stimulation.
Her type is nevigating blessings outwards.
Her soul is reborn everytime.
Her reflection is intriguing every while.

Getting inwards towards knowledge of self is her way of living.
Getting a sense in meaning of life is her way of giving.

She’s an old thinker.

She loves differently.
She is a deep observer.

एक ख्वाहिश थी । 🤍

एक ख्वाहिश सी हुआ करती थी,
एक ख्वाहिश सी हुआ करती थी,

किसी के साथ होने की
किसी के पास होने की

किसी को अपना कहने की
किसी को अपना मानने की

एक ख्वाहिश सी हुआ करती थी,

जिसका हर घड़ी इंतजार करते ना थकने की
फिर भी हर काम के बीच भी याद करने की

जिसको याद करते चाहे खो जाऊँ
फिर भी याद करके खुद को रोक ना पाऊँ

एक ख्वाहिश सी हुआ करती थी,

किसी के अपनों में आने की
किसी के सपनों में आने की

किसी के लिए दुआ माँगने की
किसी की दुआ बनने की

एक ख्वाहिश सी हुआ करती थी,
किसी की ख्वाहिश बनने की !!

वक़्त रहते वक़्त देदे ।।

कुछ दिन जिंदगी बहुत इम्तेहान लेती है
कुछ दिन सफर में सब कुछ धुँधला नज़र आता
कुछ दिन हम इस कदर भटक जाते
कुछ दिन हम अपनी पहचान नहीं कर पाते
कुछ दिन हम हर उम्मीद खो देते हैं।

उन् कुछ दिनों में ही हम अपनों की जरूरत महसूस करते हैं

पर मेहनत व्यर्थ नहीं जाया करती
पर बुरा वक़्त हमेशा नहीं रहता
पर फिरसे हम रास्ता ढूंढ लेते है
पर फिर हमें अपनी पहचान नजर आती है
पर बेहतर दिन ज़रूर आते हैं।

लेकिन हम इंसान हैं गलतियों से कुछ यूं भरे होते है

हम फिर खुश हो जाते और अपनों को भूल जाते
हम उनकी कीमत भी लगाते
हम उनकी मेहनत भूल जाते है
हम खुद में इतने क्यूँ खो जाते है
हम एक दिन खुद को फिरसे तन्हा पाते हैं ।

क्यों इन्तेज़ार करते उस घड़ी का हम
जब सब छोड़ जाए और जिनको हमारी कदर थी
वो अब हमसे नजर भी ना मिला पाए।

क्यों इंसान एसा कर रहा है
क्यू वो दुनिया की फ़िकर कर रहा है
क्यू जब घर में उसकी राह तकते है
क्यू वो जमाने की फ़िकर कर रहा है ।

क्या जीत लेगा तू दुनिया की नजर में उठ के
जब तू अपने ही अपनों की नजर में गिर रहा है।

Ever-young Hero😌

Some days the heart cried for the sacrifices made to make me this young.
Some days I start to curse if what I had is all I can have.
Some days he’ll just cry for the very sake of his false responsibility to keep me happy all the time.
Some days I feel like may be I’m not enough to pay his loyalty back in the terms of respect.

But then other days…

He’s strength to my pillar.
He’s hope to my rise.
He’s reason to my existence.
He’s only one I can count on.

To dear super being,

May be some days made you look like weak or not enough.

But I’ll be reminder that…

You’re the season of opportunities.
You’re the reason for my possibilities.
You’ll be selection of my battles.
You’ll be reflection of my struggle.

And hence,

I refuse to be rigid,

I refuse the lack mindset,

I refuse to settle for less,

I refuse to give up,

And

I accept to be accepted

And I’m ready to see you win !!!

True love

I’ve seen many love stories online

But yours one is unique

Loving someone from 10 years

Even after no contacts you kept her close

Keeping her as your password

To pull yourself back when you think about someone else

I used to think that she’s so lucky to have you

You both will enjoy a great life together

But little did I knew that this was an end

She never felt same for you

But the love you had gave an awesome fragrance

To the listeners of current world

That uniqueness in boys still exist

And I felt for the first time

That it isn’t always necessary to have an ending together

You can feel the shadow of love you had

And you can still be blessed that she came your way

Her attitude, her understanding, her maturity,

Her smile, her presence and even the absence

Will always be alive in your heart

And I know it is hard to get over her

And you miss dreaming her as your future

But you set an example that life is incomplete without genuine feelings

And love like this still exist

And you feel lucky to fall for a girl like her

May you get strength to love a girl

Just like you loved her!!

You still define those flaws!

Yes you make mistakes
Yes you are not a good guy
Yes you’ve messed it up
Yes you’re fucked up
Yes you’ve been crazy
Yes it all went wrong
Yes it was bad timing too

But trust me…
It is all right!

But what isn’t right is…

You’re repeating same mistakes
You’re still walking the wrong path
You’re not active to clean it up
You’re not trying hard
You’re being lazy again

Don’t wait for the right time and make the time right now…

Give the required efforts now..

Grow up and change yourself before its too late!

That distanced connection❣

Not a blood relation but important to me

Not grown-up together but close to me

Not physically here but love to me

How someday I met a stranger

How someday we became good friends

How someday we started sharing life

And you became happiness for me

And you became sentiment for me

And you became part of me

Sometimes you brought tears in my eyes

Sometimes you brought reason for me to cry

Sometimes I hated for my tries

That heart to heart connection🤗

But again I melted through your dare

But again I smiled that you are here

But again I felt more luckier

So today I feel grateful that you’re around me

So today I feel thankful for that uniqueness surround me

So today I feel special that blessings have found me

Badi behna… ;)

Tu meri maa nahi hai…
par tu pyar utna he karti hai…
Tu meri maa nahi hai…
par khayaal utna he rkhti hai…
Tu mujhe daat deti hai…
par pyaar usse bhi jyada krti hai…

Mai karu galti hazaar baar…
khane ko teri daat har baar…

Pachtaau usko do baar…
Mai jitna likh bhi na saku…
Utna karti hai mujhe yaad tu…

Kya Mai khaau kya nahi khau…
Kya Mai pehnu kya nahi…
Kya Mai bolu kya nahi…

Kese Mai bethu kese nahi…
Kese Mai sou kese nahi…
Kese Mai rahu kese nahi…

Bhagwan ne kiss mitti ka banaya hai tujhko…
Bhagwan ne esa kya diya tujhko…

Ki mai dudnh na paau tujhe kahi aur…
Ki shyd he duniya mei esa koi aur…

Mata pita to sbke anmol hote hai…
Badi behn jo unke jitna mol rkhe toh kismat ke taare chamke hue lagte hai…

Tu mera dhyan rakhna nahi bhulti…
Tu mera khayal karna nahi bhulti…

Ek meri bhi baat maan le…
Tu apna bhi khayal rakha kar…
Kisi din jo teri aankhon mei aasu aa jae…
Tujhe lagta hoga maine teri kadar nahi ki…

Par tu janti nahi ki…
Jitne pyar ke tu laayak hai…
Utna toh mai ek baar mei de na saku…

Par mai nahi janti ki…
Tu kese de deti hai..?
Tu kese humse itna pyar kr leti hai..?
Tu khush rha kar…
Chahe daatti raha kar…
Tu muskurati raha kar…
Chahe maarti raha kar…

♡♡i love u dida♡♡

माता पिता 🙏🏼🙏🏼

मैं कहाँ ढूँढू उस इंसान को जो मुझसे बहुत प्यार करे

मैं कहा ढूँढू उस इंसान को जो बिना मतलब मुझसे बात करे

मैं कहा ढूँढू उस इंसान को जो मुझे भगवान से पहले आशीर्वाद दे

बहुत ढूंढा और पाया कि वह तो मेरे घर में ही बेठे हैं

वह तो मेरे घर में ही बेठे है जो इतने अनमोल हैं

इतने अनमोल है कि उनके प्यार से दुनिया के सारे दुख फीके रह जाते हैं

फीके तो दुख रह जाते और खुशियां हजार लाते हैं

खुशियाँ हजार लाते है और जीवन को स्वर्ग सा सुन्दर बना देते हैं

मैंने बात की है उनकी जिनका हम हर सुबह आशीर्वाद लेना भूल जाते है

मैंने बात की है उनकी जिनकी डाट खाके हम हर गलती पर सुधार पाते हैं

हाँ वह माता पिता ही है जो जीवन को खूबसूरत बनाते हैं

और वो खूबसूरती हमारे संस्कार में झलकती है

अपने संस्कारों को हमें इस कदर दर्शाना है

दर्शाना है कि हम उस पेड़ कि डाली है

जिस पेड़ का पत्ता पत्ता मीठी वाणी से भरा है

वाणी एसी की कोई तुमसे बात करके प्रेम दुगना हो जाए

हाँ वो माता पिता ही हैं जो एसे संस्कार दे जाते हैं

और हम हैं की उन्हीं को नमन करना भूल जाते हैं

बस एक इतनी सी ख्वाहिश है मेरी

जिस तरह आपने हमें प्यार करते हैं

उसका कर्ज तो हम कभी चुका नहीं सकते पर

कम से कम हम आपका आशीर्वाद लेते रहें और आपसे मीठी और धीमी वाणी में बात करते रहें

बस मान रख कर आपको खुश रखें

माँ पापा हम आपसे बहुत प्यार करते हैं

बस गलतियां बार-बार करते हैं

थोड़ा राह से भटक भी जाते हैं

पर आप हमें माफ़ करते रहना

आप राह दिखाते रहना

आप कभी दूर न जाना

क्योंकि आपके बिना तो भगवान के पूजन में भी मन नहीं लग पाता

क्योंकि आपके बिना हर वार सूखा पड़ जाता

और आपके होने से ही खुशी पूरी होती है!

Multiple depressions, may be more to come!

I know I can get to that phase again, I know I am hardly normal

I know I’m so messed up, I know others get too

I know there are a lot of problems, U know that I’m not ready with solution

I know life isn’t easy, I know that it is hard to deal with

But

How could you end yourself up just by seeing a mere sign of unhappiness?

How could you declare your life hell when you’re lacking opportunities?

How do you add up the bad days and make an equation of depression?

How can you let yourself down every now and then and accept that you aren’t good enough?

Surprisingly

I can say that, because depression has visited multiple times

I can say that, because I was in my mind’s cage for more than 6 times.

And it wasn’t just depression, I faced the other half too

And It wasn’t the mere past, Its present too

.

Depression and mania are seasons of my life,

But I beat them because I accepted it all,

I accepted that its okay to have some diseases, no one has got a perfect life, no one is happy all the time, and also that life is never same.

Why are we crying up at our drawbacks? Why are we sad every moment?

Life is a series of black and whites, it is our responsibility to fill up the colors.

So what if I’m not like others? So what I’m not leading a normal life? So what if I deal with mental health?

People have other problems I’m not aware about, they might end up without treatment. At least I have a cure to deal with.

I can make up my mind to live life my way, I can live life with all the positive moments and I can enjoy those negative with my loved ones!

What’s bad if people won’t love me, like me, accept me, support me?

I am the king and I’m the queen because its my own kingdom.

How can I allow foreigners to control me? How can I allow them to judge me?

I’m blessed to get a role of human being unlike other creatures who don’t have right to think! I’m blessed to have people who support me everyway.

I’m thankful to all of you who are reading this and accepting me my way.

Why do people feel bad for themselves? Guys are you even aware what you’ve got?

Ask me! I’ll tell you how grateful it is to have a life without severe mood swings!

What a great life I would have had if I were like you!

Be thankful and enjoy the moment, you’re unaware how unfair life has been with many people 😃

Give away the love you receive and life will never seem unfair 🎶

Life is too short to consider every problem as a problem..

Life is very long if you keep on counting the wrong side of life…

But you’ll be too happy to see that it is worth living like a beautiful ❤